can't escape....

Here's some pics of some graffiti.

Throwup in my tagbook by syan.

Dofi near tuen mun

another one by dofi near tuen mun

Hobsek near tuen mun

my toy shit... I think a lot of graf writers in hong kong hate me
umm whatever. I don't really care.  Hatred breeds recognition, but it's really unecessary. I'd rather be just one of them instead me with my toy shit.  Oh well, I'm never swell. um never clever as well. I spray like a froob on noob hayters. oozing smoke goes poof on layers of paint making passerbyers faint from anger. Never enough to pick on the sick weak me. Bleeding in my mind, body and soul. I stroll like a ghoul through the city at night hiding from light, cuz it blinds my eyes. Is there any escape except death?  Drugs, food, prostitutes keep my buzz going down this meek path I walk. No one will give me a job, but they can laugh at me as I rush in a hurry from people's fury.  No escape... no escape... I'll just keep running away.

Met up with MC Syan and his friends

Phew, I just awoke from going to sleep for 15 hours o_0...

Nothing philisophical about this post.  Chilled at MC Syan's crib the other day.  (If you don't know he's one of the pioneer MC's of Hong Kong's Hip Hop with the group Lazy motherfuckers aka LMF). His office/house is pretty pimped out with a dj turntable set and all this art work from graffiti artist's such as himself, Joker (Hong Kong), Mist(France), and Tilt (France).  He even did a throwup in my tagbook.  Got treated to dinner by one of his friends and also toked a little.  Overall it was a pleasant experience although I felt a little ice vibe from people.  Didn't know that MC Syan could be so down to earth.  So cool he gave me free cans to use! 

Wakakaka after I left his place I went spraying everywhere. keke. I tried to do a throwup in Kwai Chung, but shit everytime I try to do something big I always run out of paint.  Sigh, guess I need to move my hands quicker so I can save more paint. 

Syan also offered an interesting viewpoint on graffiti battling/wars.  He said instead of going over your opponent put up a piece next to his.  Yea I agree the western graf heads such as the Frenchies are a little too aggressive and just completely try to obilterate you from being seen.

Joker on canvas at mc Syan's crib

Mist on Canvas at syan's crib

Tilt on canvas at syan's house

A throwup I did after leaving MC Syan's place.

A little character I did a few days back. Still need to complete it, but I don't have money or the patience.

Keep writing Broz and Sis!

..::Justified Stealing::...

Stealing occurs at all levels of society.  Most of the time we look at the poor guys stealing, but the rich also steal from the poor through high rent, low wages and other indirect or direct methods.  Usually those in control at the government allow these indirect/direct methods to benefit the rich only while the poor only get poorer. So it's seen as proper when the government allows the rich to rob everyone, while starving people are trying to steal to survive.  Even with corruption agencies they cannot prevent this from happening because the government is infiltrated with rich snobs that only want to benefit themselves and their rich friends in company x who wants to raise rents or lower wages.  Cliche as hell, but it's hard to remind myself sometimes.  Government ideals aren't that bad, but some of the individuals that makeup of the government are and their actions prevent the realization of harmonious ideals.

I'm bombed bitch just fucking bombed. -_-

Dude man sometimes I feel like I'm living bomberman4 in like real life. I feel like the lil dude carrying a ticking time bomb with multiple people trying blow me up.  But in reality the bomb I carry is self-imploding, attached to my goddamn intestines for christ's sake. I try to tear it off, but just stares me in the face ready to blow up at any second. Sigh...>_<

 Nevertheless my enemies still throw bombs at me.  Who the hell is going to try and kill a dude with a bomb stuck in his ass anyways?  That just sounds sorta fucked up to me. I mean come on man the dude is already fucked.

I mean bomberman4 is a fun game, but sometimes it's just tough when you get picked on by like a majority of the lil fuckers on the map (loser ass haters, stop hating). Sigh...at least after my suicide bombs I get to continue and wait for the next ticking self-imploding bomb to blow me up.

FFS. I just can't wait for that shit to happen...-_-

Tick-tock-tick-tock the lil guy goes through the city with the resounding sound. Suddenly out of nowhere Noise bombs, Verbal bombs, hand sign bombs, billboard bombs all try to blow him up. when the hell did this shit get out of hand? I guess when the maker of this game trapped those lil bomberman guys in the game he did not know what would happen.  They just try to fuck each other up man and it's not pretty at all.  It's cool we have virtual reality games, but some people take this shit too far and actually blow themselves up. Wow lets like blowup each other so we can be happy and fulfill our destiny so noone will be left in the goddamn game. Imagine if everyone tried to blow up each other for revenge until every person on earth died.  HOLY SHIT! OMFG that is like the coolest idea I have ever heard. Peace? wtf was I thinking? let's just kill each other! What kind of fucking idiot thinks that way anyways?

Until next time...yours truly,

insane toy bomberkid4.

Typed to keep myself from sleeping

I guess we always need good and evil. it's who we are. like richard said some hide it better than others...............

times to be good and bad, but the end result should always be good. using bad to bring forth good.

caught up on emotions again. i get tunnel-visioned with emotions and stay in their wacked up dimension for hours at times. it's really hard to break out of it unless someone talks you out of it or you find something else to do. The emotion just controls your thought process. I never think rationally, emotions always control me.  I have yet to use rational thinking on a day to day basis, so I guess I always fuck myself over.

yea conversation is definitely needed. civilized people talk, but they're also prone to violence. Patience is like a killer, with everything so fast nowadays you still have to wait. Putting up with time or learning to cope with it? I dunno, sometimes I can wait, sometimes I just get pissed off. It seems to me that we are constantly juggling paradoxes on a daily basis.

why are we here? we're here for each other. it's just that some of us don't get along. no one can be an island, well except me. differences in culture, race, religion, sexuality, opinion, land disputes, wars, etc. which are totally stupid have just completely wiped out care for each other. Care was lost when people were being too greedy without regard for the other individual. In the end we're all just humans, but prejudice/censorship in educational institutions around the world have blinded us.

I read somewhere that debates have no real winners because both opinions should be equally regarded, unless one person is truly lying.

I was suppose to die in the sea when I swam out from the drug rehab. For some reason I was spared from that boat that tried to head-on collision me. Sorta weird. I guess I'll kill myself slowly with alcohol and cigarettes for now.

The reason people drown is because they panic or the water currents pull you under, unpredictable big waves, freezing temperature, or whatever i'm not an expert. It's a horrible experience to someone whose never swam before.  Being engulfed in this cold liquid. I think swimming should be mandatory in elementary or something.

It's so discriminating to pick a girl, very cold, harsh, selfish, then leave others behind. i know about the game, but i've never participated in it fully. I'm sorry, but I dated girls that weren't really my cup of tea. If i'm not happy then why should i make them unhappy by lying to myself and them. Brush fleetingly to avoid serious damage to the other individual. False hopes, that sucks, but it happens. There are so many people you can go to someone else. Don't stay at home crying and shit. Go out with your friends, join a new club/activity/night class. The more people you meet on a constant basis the higher your chances in building a relationship with them, be it friend or partner. Don't stay at home...It sucks.

It's really funny with guys man. It's either I'm homophobic of them or their homophobic of me. I think it's ok to look at an attractive guy, but I don't go that way. Girls just kill me though, no question...well it depends on their looks. I try not to discriminate, but in the end I think I'm just fooling myself and other people. It's just not very nice you know to not appreciate someone. I'm weird, I can approach lesbian girls, but like not straight or bi ones? Either that or my game is way off. Cute/hot girls make me too shy, average ones too, but I'd rather get a cute/hot girl. I don't think this is going to work if I keep shying out. Oh well. It's just not a safe playground when you see so many targets, so I'd rather not pick any.  Better leaving them, then picking one and leaving the rest depressed. Altruism is not cool in this sense. I appreciate women and then people, but it's really hard to appreciate them all. Is that an ideal? Guess I gotta start being a little selfish.

I wonder if like get any break from the camera.

Or is it just...-_- ...Ah whatever.

kissing....

only girls know how to kiss... that's why if a girl kisses a girl. it's like knowledge you've never seen before. slow co-ordination of the lips, tongue. don't bite the other person. always keep your eyes closed. maybe a little nip could do, but not too hard.  to kiss right is to master sensualality before sex. it sets the mood right before intercourse.

This white girl at a party picked me up with conversation. Everyone was like cockblocking me, interrupting our conversation and pulling me away.  In the end though they left and it was just the white girl and me.  We made out for hours, but no sex.  That was like the longest makeout session I've ever had.